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09 August 2010 @ 06:30 am
[fst][khr] The Prodigal Son - a tsuna fst  



The Resolution - Jack's Mannequin
There's a lot that I don't know
There's a lot that I'm still learning
But I think I'm letting go
Find my body
It's still burning

And you hold me down
And you got me living in the past
Come on and pick me up
Somebody clear the wreckage from the blast

{He doesn't know what he's doing
 Not really, not at all
 He's constantly being told he's not ready
 While simultaneously being thrown to the wolves
 So he's going to do what he can, all he can}

Nobody Knows Me At All - The Weepies
When I was a child everybody smiled
Nobody knows me at all
Very late at night and in the morning light
Nobody knows me at all

Now I got lots of friends, yes
But then again, nobody knows me at all
Kids and a wife, it's a beautiful life
Nobody knows me at all

{This isn't about the Vongola
 It never has been, never will be
 He isn't Vongola Decimo
 He's just No-Good Tsuna
 Isn't he?}


Benign - Oleander
Would it be so hard for you
To state just for the record
That you've done your best to do nothing at all
And that you stood around
And watched from every corner
As everyone around you hit the ground
Would it tear you up inside
To take on the reflection
Of everyone around you that you know
Instead of getting by
With lying and deception
Of everyone around you letting go

{He'll be the first to admit it
 There was a reason he was called Dame-Tsuna
 It used to be enough, to be able to say
 'I'm not capable, so I shouldn't even try'
 It's no longer enough}

Leader - Phantom Planet
There are so many signs the end is nigh
Our Leader told us so besides
We follow him blind, to and fro
Wherever he decides to go

He speaks, we listen
We'll see his vision

He explained so easily
We are all the missing pieces
Maybe you'll fit right in too
Ask yourself, it might be true

{They'll follow him to death, to hell
 He never asked for it, or wanted it
 But he has to admit he's a little thankful
 When he turns around they're always there
 Now, if only the Mafia didn't feel so much like a cult}

Tidal Wave - Owl City
I forget the last time I felt brave
I just recall insecurity
'Cause it came down like a tidal wave
And sorrow swept over me

Then I was given grace and love
I was blind but now I can see
'Cause I found a new hope from above
And courage swept over me

{Sometimes it feels like he's ruled by fear
 Fear of the Mafia, fear for himself
 Most of all, fear for his friends
 That they'll be hurt, and he can't do anything
 He wants so much to be brave}

That's Okay - The Hush Sound
You want to go back
To where you felt safe
To hear your brother's laughter
See your mother's face
Your childhood home
Is just powder-white bones
And you'll never find your way back

And when you're gone
Will they say your name?
And when you're gone
Will they love you the same?
If not, that's okay
If not, that's okay

{This isn't a future he wants
 He wants to go home
 Go back so he can fix it
 He has to fix it
 He can't accept a future where he's gone}

Live Like You're Dying - Lenka
Take every moment, you know that you own them
It's all up to you to do whatever you choose
Live like you're dying and never stop trying
It's all you can do
Use what's been given to you

All of the moments you didn't notice
Gone in the blink of an eye
And all of the feelings you can't help feeling
No matter how you try...

{If the disaster that was the future
 Taught him but one thing
 It's that it doesn't take much
 To lose all you have
 So he'll never take it for granted again}

The Sound of Settling - Death Cab For Cutie
Our youth is fleeting
Old age is just around the bend
And I can't wait to go gray
And I'll sit in wonder
Of every love that could've been
If I'd only thought of something
Charming to say

This is the sound of settling

{He can defeat men twice his age and height
 He can even tell Nono he won't take over Vongola
 (for all the good that did him)
 Sometimes he can even try to stand up to Reborn
 He just can't tell her how he feels}

It's Amazing - Jem
Don't be embarrassed, don't be afraid
Don't let your dreams slip away
Determination using your gift
Everybody has a gift
Never give up, never let it die
Trust your instincts and most importantly
You've got nothing to lose
So just go for it

It's amazing, it's amazing
All that you can do
It's amazing, makes my heart sing
Now it's up to you

{He can't help but be a little shocked
 Every time he get's a little stronger
 A little better
 He never knew he could be this capable
 And he'll always be thankful to Reborn for giving him this}

Better Than It Was - Fastball
Once I had it all planned out
My dirty fingers moved about
To make a mess of everything around me
I don't claim to know my way
I still run in circles everyday
Running around half blind
Life can be unkind
But it's better than it was
It's better than it was
I complain very little because
It's better than it was

{He wouldn't exactly say he's happy
 Between Reborn, and the kids, and various explosions
 Between fighting and getting hurt and hurting others
 No, He wouldn't say he's happy
 But life's better than it was}

Feedback is Love
Thanks to Alex who taught me how to make Albums with iTunes

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   blas·phe·mous™: ❝ standing on the rooftops ❞mychemical_lust on August 9th, 2010 02:26 pm (UTC)

Your song choices are superb! And I think they fit Tsuna very much! :D

Awesome job bbcakes! ♥
█ ♔ █: Yuuko lovestraightrhodes on August 9th, 2010 11:14 pm (UTC)
Thank you! That's high praise coming from the queen of the FST herself.

I spent freaking forever picking the songs, I kept adding and deleting them until finally I just said 'Screw it' and went with what I had.
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demoerin: also OLDER GENTLEMENdemoerin on August 9th, 2010 05:25 pm (UTC)
I almost never see FSTs where I think every songs fits, so this is really well chosen. So is the cover, although maybe that's just because I could stare and stare at it, haha.
█ ♔ █: Natsustraightrhodes on August 9th, 2010 11:16 pm (UTC)
Ugh, the cover. My photoshop software mysteriously deleted itself so I had to do the cover using MS Paint. I hate MS Paint.

And it's good to know all the hair-pulling hours I spent picking the songs weren't in vain. Thank you.
milky way: Gokudera/What's megane fetish Juudaime?chesauroshin on August 9th, 2010 05:57 pm (UTC)
Wow, this one was very well done!
█ ♔ █: Yuuko lovestraightrhodes on August 9th, 2010 11:17 pm (UTC)
Thank you! ^.^
crazy bitchairwaveeight on August 9th, 2010 06:59 pm (UTC)
will download when I'm a little less sleep deprived! And you included Fastball! Awesommmme.
█ ♔ █: Lambostraightrhodes on August 9th, 2010 11:18 pm (UTC)
I can understand that. I'm about ready to keel over myself. Please tell me what you think once you give it a litsen.

Also: I love Fastball.
Don't mind the rain: Batman: ♥ Joker & Harley ♥azartti on August 10th, 2010 07:10 am (UTC)
Oh, so much good choices. I'm definitely downloading it. Thanks so much.
█ ♔ █straightrhodes on August 10th, 2010 12:10 pm (UTC)
Thank you! I'm glad all my anxiety about picking bad songs is unfounded.
kenco_coffee: Hayato Gokudera Heartkenco_coffee on August 10th, 2010 09:20 am (UTC)
EEE! I totally love all the songs you've selected from this. Apart from Phantom Planet (Who I've never heard of before), I love these artists so much. And I'm sure I'll be able to add Phantom Planet to this list after listening to this <3

Thank you so much!
█ ♔ █straightrhodes on August 10th, 2010 12:15 pm (UTC)
Phantom Planet is pretty awesome, I'm actually using a song by them on my upcoming Mukuro fst too.

If you like the band tell me and I'll upload the cd I have for you. (It's one of my favorite bands)
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kanra34 on August 11th, 2010 10:27 am (UTC)
downloading~ cuz it looks so awesome *w*
█ ♔ █: Natsustraightrhodes on August 11th, 2010 07:41 pm (UTC)
You are awesome! Thank you!
Isadora: muukumemoiress on August 11th, 2010 03:34 pm (UTC)
TO-DIE-FOR song choices. ;-; Loved every bit you put on this one, really great job. ♥ Totally fitting.

█ ♔ █: Mokona lovestraightrhodes on August 11th, 2010 07:39 pm (UTC)
Thank you! I'm glad the month I spent working on this was not wasted *dies*
Ran: REDakai_ran on August 15th, 2010 09:35 pm (UTC)
Dowloading, i love cover, Gosh! >3< i love Tsuna ♥
█ ♔ █straightrhodes on August 21st, 2010 09:54 pm (UTC)
That cover, sfgdjhw;or *dies* I did that using microsoft paint because my PSP7 mysteriously deleted itself. Luckily I managed to DL PSP9 so I won't have to use the evil that is MS Paint ever again.

Thank you for DL-ing!
silentdictator on November 12th, 2010 05:45 am (UTC)
More coolio songs. :D Those last lines of your own story weaving were so sad and sweet.
█ ♔ █straightrhodes on November 12th, 2010 10:26 pm (UTC)
Ah! I didn't mean for it to come out sad! But I'm glad you like it. Thanks for downloading so many of my FSTs!